glorious Sunday

The house is quiet, just me and the dog up for the last few hours.  Thinking about the day and what needs to get done.   It is all the regular stuff that did not get done through out the week - grocery store and laundry.  I had so much fun last night I feel a peaceful about the day and cannot wait until My Guy gets up for some yummy breakfast.  

It is Sunday and I am feeling inspired to do better than I did last week and not just give up. Although I never really give up just get mad at myself, regroup and try again - the part I can do without is the complete desecration of self in between.  This week I am taking the wisdom of my friend Stew and only trying to do better than i did last week.  Which fortunately (or maybe not) was not that great so it is a pretty low bar and should be easy enough to accomplish.

Today I have to finish my presentation for the review of "how I am going to fix everything that is broke" Monday with my bosses.  It should just calm things down enough after Monday as they seemed to have lost of their steam at bitching at me.  I have also decided to take Monday - Wednesday of the following week off.  I am going to set myself for some things like a massage, a yoga class, things like that so I can have just a little down time.

Maybe it is the writing, maybe it is Stew and gang support but I feel like there is some light albeit I don't know what it is at the end of the tunnel.  My Guy is right, change is needed and I think it is coming.  I am not sure I understand what that means but this just cannot keep going.  Relief is required.