Crazy dreams.  Well before I forget as the day is getting started...all night I dreamed of sweets.  Some of it may have been the guilt of eating a raw revolution bar "super food bar" because it had agave and coco.  The agave is actually acceptable on the cleanse but the coco is not and really it was a albeit very healthy - its just candy bar.   I regretted it - even though I loved it.  Anyway back to the dreams.  All night, I kept dreaming that I was cooking delicious chocolate treats for Cameron (thats how I knew it was not real) and I kept "accidentally" having to taste one or would eat one by mistake.  It was not just one dream but over and over again in different circumstances.  Maybe it is the guilt - Maybe it is the withdrawal of sugar but either way I woke up a bit confused about what I had done or not done.  I thought alcohol was going to be the hardest part - but really it is a part of the sugar issue since I have been primarily drinking white and champagne.  The sugar is a bigger devil for me I think.  It has been 48 hours which is what I heard it takes to get out of your system - but I forgot that doesn't mean my body would stop wanting it.

The night was restless anyways.  The pup was up at 2:30 and I thought I saw 1:00 go by on my own.  The alarm went off but I had been plagued by these crazy dreams waking up between each one a little surprised.  It is so dark now in the morning and I miss waking to daylight.   Anyway time to go start another day and I have to make sure I do not accidentally eat any delicious morsels.