Quick diatribe about my inability to sleep, relax or leave my hotel room when I travel.  I do not know why I feel frozen and stuck inside this fish bowl of a hotel room.  I am not sure why i spend the entire night unable to sleep.  I struggle to even turn the TV and light off.  Honestly I have no idea why.  I have never had some terrible hotel accident or traveling incident.  It has always been this way.

I should go out and explore and see the town but instead I work I surf and I hide away.  In the morning I will delay and stutter and not going running - worried about being cold and getting lost.  Really i just get stuck.  It is an odd part of my person because I am considered (even by me) brave, inquisitive, friendly, and not like an agoraphobic at all.  It impacts me to the level that I literally wake up (wide awake) all night every couple of hours just to ensure I am off my game.

I wonder why?